2012 IS AWESOME!

Jasper and I are on a mini vacation in Idaho visiting my mom Its been a Really good Vaction I have had so much love and support here with my family. I am starting to feel so Happy and so grateful For all I have. I have had a rough feeling in December, I am happy that I could come and stay with my mom.

 I have been on tons of Runs and lots of soul searching.

I was watched this Oprah, and it was about excepting yourself for who you are.
And loving you and they had this lady take off all her makeup for a week.
Well I tried it lol and I really think it helped I know it sounds silly. But I tend to where alot of makeup and It made me feel so much better.
My little brother kept asking me if I was alright and asking if I needed more beauty sleep! hes such a little poop! lol got to love him!

 I cant believe Paul and I have been married for almost 5 years in July I was starting to feel the 5 year itch I think because I needed a little break.

I really am so thankful for my little family especially my husband we have really been threw alot together.
And he really is my best friend he always makes me laugh even when Im really not in the Mood  (mushy Alert)I cant wait to get home and put my harms around him and give him a big smooch!lol :)I LOVE HIM!!!!

 I am having phone withdrawals also I don't have service here and my phone is dead without the charger. Although it has been really nice not having it for a week but I miss talking to my SIL I love you Meesh! Cant wait to start on my quilt!

JASPER HAS STARTED WALKING well kinda Just from person to person he is getting so big! and hes such a talker heres a video. hope it works

Jasper Loves it here too so many new things and new people at first he was such a mommas boy then after awile he started warming up he loves it here.

Thankgiving = Love

I loved thanksgiving i think its really nice to be with your family and just feel loved!I Absolutely Love My family through thick and thin they will always be a Part of me and my little family that me and Paul have Created. I wish my computer wasn't acting up or else i would have some pretty cool pictures! but darn my pictures are still on my camera o well! This thanksgiving i would say was pretty important my brother Josh who has never met Jasper before was going to be there!
I was so excited to see my family and everyone we woke up at 5 in the morning and started our little journey and what a journey it was! three hours later we were getting close to the ranch i just forgot which mile marker it was that we should turn on the dirt road.
oh my i was stressing out and feeling a cold sore coming on! Paul was getting inpatient with me as well I tried and tried to remember and with no cell phone service It looked very gloom, when finally I said a quick prayer that i would remember and a memory popped in my head of when we were all with Allen and he had drove up this gravel pile with his explorer as we were driving I saw it i saw that gravel pile what a relief!
So we drove up the winding dirt road and met up with my family unfortunately a lot of the family wasn't there but it was still fun. Josh and Jasper didn't hit it off right away Josh wanted to hold Jasper and of course Jasper was a little frightened I took some funny pictures Josh has this big Beard and these Crazy hazel Eyes he looks like a mighty Hunter! He shot a Couple Cyotes up there too! And Josh is a pretty good Cook he Brought a Goose for dinner one that he had shot i had never tasted a Goose before I tell ya it was Pretty tasty!
                                       THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR:
I Love my family especially my mom she is the most selfless person I have ever met and she is so wise she is ALWAYS there for me helps me realize that i am only human and I can make mistakes. And I love that I have such a big family I love all of my sisters every one especially My SIL.  I am so thankful for my family my home and our Truck.
I am so grateful for my My religion it gives me such peace and happieness I am so blessed that I can Go to church each sunday and learn more of the gospel and be with so many people that have so much love for our savior. I really cant explane how peaceful I feel and happy. I am grateful For Love.

9 Months is Different!

Jasper is 9 months!
He is so grown up he babbles a conversation with me like, I know exactly what he is talking about.  He crawls and he now expresses his anger in a very loud way! I think this age is really fun and difficult at the same time.  More fun he is starting to get a strong personality he absolutely loves Bruce(or truce as jasper says) our Dog  he crawls around the house chasing him Bruce starts it most of the time because he loves Jasper. I am really starting to realize how much I Love this  boy he is so sweet and loves to cuddle and laugh he sings and loves to dance when ever there is music.  I had to take him into the doctors a few days ago he had the beggings of a 2 ear infections. So its been tough because he hasn't been himself lately but we got him some meds and you can tell hes feeling a little better.   I am really so blessed to have such a wonderful family Paul's own business has picked up he works A LOT so he is gone most of the week he loves to weld and he is very talented. I am so blessed to know he is mine lol I love him so much and he provides for our family so i can stay home and watch our little one grow up.