Our little girl:)

Hey everyone!! I'm back! And we have a new member of our beautiful family.
Well she's a little early and I really can't believe she I here already!
I went in to my weekly appt. and on the way to this appointment I kept telling my self everything was going to be okay i just kept reassuring myself that it was just going to be like all the others.
Well when I got there it wasn't she listened to her heart beat and measured me and I was measuring 35 weeks when I was 37! That got me worried and then she said she might not be head down or there's there's low fluid level so we got into the ultrasound room and she just started when she got a phone call!
And then she was gone so I had all these scary thoughts going threw my head and the nurse put me on a stress test I of course started crying not knowing what was going to happen hopefully not a c section.
But the nurse was so nice! The doc finally came back and we did the ultrasound she said she needed to come out as soon as possible because there wasn't a lot of fluid and she wasn't growing very well.
So soon was the next day I guess and I kept asking if everything was going to be fine she kept looking at me like yes!
So I called my mom and she was on her way just like that!
I got home and told Paul the news he was more excited! And he helped my calm down and relax because i kept trying to clean the house.
My mom and Dave got here and he gave me the most beautiful blessing I had ever had. I knew it was going to be ok :) Jasper was confused but there's really no way to prep a 2 yr old for what was about to happen.
We woke up at 4:30 and got ready and my mom came with us to the hospital we got there at 5:30 and they started me on pitocin and I was just speeding along I was feeling the contractions pretty good and I was prob at a 4 when I got the epidural now that epidural was painful this time around.
And after I got it I found out that I could still feel all of the contractions but just on the left sided meaning it was one sided epidural!
I did not want them to do it again so I was just going to be strong and then they started getting stronger and so we called him back in and he pulled it out a little and drugged me up real good.
The doc came in right after and checked we were ready to push!
Already I thought. Yep wow it was 12:35 and we had her in my arms at 12:58! So quick! And easy! Didn't feel a thing.
She was not crying so I was worried then they got her to cry.
She's so little compared to jasper 6lbs 3oz jasper was 8 lbs 14 oz! Just crazy!
She is adorable Jasper just loves her to pieces even though it did take a week to work on that;)
I love having two kiddos it's hard but I love it!

A new year!

Where did 2012 go??? Well it's gone and now everything starts new right?
Well I haven't made any goals I have felt a little lost in the 2013 year.
Just trying to figure things out my life what I want to happen in 2013 and how much our little guy had grown in just one year. I'm not gona lie a tad depressing but I need to focus on all the good!
2012 was a great year lets reflect a little shall we?
Paul got a new job yay!!! And he loves it.
Jasper started swimming lessons :) mainly to get mom out of the house.
We bought a new to us car:)
Arts festival.
Found out we are adding a little gal to our little Fam:)
We got to go hiking as a family I would call that a vacation:)
And Jasper and I took our first train ride to go see my sister in winnemucca.
Lots of good things I'm just focusing on the good. Because there were some trials and heart aches this last year as well.
Well here's to a new and happy year ahead of us!
Im excited to see what's in store and happy that I have such a great and talented family.
I love each and everyone of them.

Thankful.

You know the quote when life gives you lemons make lemonade:) I love that:) I am so thankful for my wonderful family I am so excited for thanksgiving this year.
We are having it at my brothers house this year so it should be exciting!
Me and my mom met at his house lasto week to get it all cleaned up and ready
it was for sure a project.
But it was so fun lil J and his uncle got along like two peas in a pod just following him around the house it was fun to see.
I am so thankful for Josh and hope he makes right choices so he can be around for ever.
I am thankful for good friends that continually are good examples to me that are so involved in the church and love it just as much as I do.
With my new calling I have met so many women that are just plain amazing!
I talked to a mother who recently lost her son, I asked her how she was doing and how she got out of bed every morning.
Well her reply made me cry as she said I know with all my heart I will get to see him again. And that families are forever.
Wow! That just made my heart hurt a little but I know if I am doing what I am suppose to be doing and have faith hope and charity. And the pure love of Christ. That my family can someday be a forever family:) and that makes me happy!
I am so excited to meet our little girl I am trying hard to prep J for it I think he will love her.
He has a doll kinda a scary looking doll that he carries around and he feeds it it's pretty cute:) well just thought I needed to blog. Here are some pics from our house cleaning party.